.: SHE corner :.

2006-09-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

GATHERING

long time never blog here.

we had dinner last Mon, KFC again! at PS.

was so nice. talking to shevon now, so don't know what to blog, cos hv to concentrate on what she is talking. =)

okila, post the pictures, picture tells a thousand words!

-angel-

2006-07-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

Once you have been tagged, you have to blog about 6 weird facts about yourself, saying who tagged you, and choose 6 people to tag and list their names.

6 Weird Facts
1. i parade ard (at home) with diff set of clothing for 1 hr or more b4 i go out on a date. hee!
2. i got around 10 moles on my face.
3. my current fetish: NS guys. those really chao tar n fit ones.
4. it's easy to know if i'm hungry. my stomach will do the talking!
5. i have a funny bone called the shoulder blades or scupula in medical terms, which really jut out from my back, looking like growing wings! mebbe i was born an angel. LOL =P
6. i'm super extraordinary blur.

Tagged by: Wei ling

6 People to Tag
1. keith fu
2. marcus
3. nas
4. lizhen
5. anthony
6. aiqing

vOn-

2006-05-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Intro Movies

The Da Vinci Code - 4.75 out of 5 stars , i like it very much. =)

Poseidon - 4.7 out of 5 stars, i prefer this, however.. i hate the ending.

Mission Impossible 3 - 4.75 out of 5 stars, Tom Cruise is so cool!!

Eight Below - 4.99 out of 5 stars, No full mark because there were 2 dogs died.

(end of screening period)

There are still many movies i haven watch yet, like X-Men3, Superman Returns, The Fast and the Furious, ****(forgot the movie name) .

ok, go have a look on those movies that i introduced ba... GREAT movies!

-an angel without wings, (sen's baby)-

2006-03-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

dun step in that gray walk of path
it may seems totally great
but life can be as great without walking through that

think of how hard you stayed in campus
how much effort you placed
and u graduated, got your diploma
don't waste it

and I reckon your family needs you
just...
do wad you deem is the right thing

.angelia.

2006-03-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

Blurrrrrrr~
smile!
Charlie's Angel!
Min & Angel - Winter!!!
Charlie's Angel with charming soldiers
Us @ National Science Museum

2006-03-24T14:26:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey.. let me flood this entry with PICTURES!!!!

Outcasted! bleahx =P
Yeah!
Poggy & Angel @ LeoFoo Village Charlie's Angels with Kong Zi
Gu Gong Rocks!
Charlie's Angels @ LeoFoo Village
Us @ LeoFoo Village
Group Photo @ Tamkang Uni
Us @ Tamshui ( pity von )
Zhong Xiao Fu Xing Station
Poggy and Piggy
Candid sia....

2006-03-02T09:04:00.000+08:00

TAIWAN! TAIWAN! TAIWAN!

s.h.e going to Taiwan!
6 march 2006 :)

soooo cant wait!
it's gonna be interesting company visits, university tourings, fab sightseeings, theme park fun (not the pirate ship though), eating, movies, ktv, shopping!!!

my first airplane experience, god Im so hyped!!

s.h.e gonna bully each other in our own hotel room XD
wheeee!!!

2006-02-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

-angel is blogging-

i'm sorry for not blogging for a very long time. this blog is dead now.. no one is blogging..

our relationship changed, i don know what was happening between us, but... i could see that we are no longer closed.. why would i say that? we went to PS few days ago, we like.. nothing to chat.. ? we have nothing to " crazy".. we couldn't laugh out loud.... we couldn't behave as crazy as before.. why ? i dont know.. von, lia.. didn you all realise?

Taiwan Immersion Trip is coming soon.. I hope.. I really hope.. we can " back" to the "past" after the trip.. okie? I really hope so.....

I miss SHE.

Let's us work harder on it, okie? I love you all..... Let's make this blog "live" again..

the "E" .. - Angel

2006-02-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

-vOn-

2006-02-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

CNY is finally over!
this yr is super busy for mi.
it's packed with gatherings, meet ups n stayovers.
cny eve to day 4: to yong peng
learnt: mahjong! LOL
day 5-7: rest n packed
day 8: surf n sweat
day 9: rushing reports which i'm not aware of
ken's hse cny visit & stayover
day 10: movie with ma n pa- i not stupid 2
day 11-12: TEPing n slacking
day 13-14: swim team's cny gathering n stayover
forgo: qam's bday@ china black
sentosa trip with MRCians
day 15: helped up with cooking for yuan xiao jie's dinner
yu sheng! whoo!

-vOn-

2006-02-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

had been in mrc for ard 2 mths.
had been hearing the same singing for the past 2 mths as well!
LOL
mrc's neighbour singing again!
lao shu ai da mi.
hahaha..
actually, it only makes us feel more envious of dem.
dey r having way to much time for all this fun!
and what r we doing here,man?
sleeping, proj, MIAing..
we r lk dead fish in a tank! LOL
well, we got only 1 week left
i'm so gonna miss MRC.
the parties.
the cny cookies ms chai brought.
the deco of board.
the up-coming reunion.
n the people. =)

-vOn-

2006-02-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

grocery shopping with zulkanain.
went amk den carrefour.
wanted to buy fresh scallops.
but ex.
den i saw tis dried scallop.
i tot no fresh one dried oso not bad.
n it states.. $1.50
BUT
when we were paying.
the amt shot w/o us knowing.
from 50+ to 80+..
we checked the receipt.
it's 29 freaking bucks!!
sia la!
we returned. n got our $ back..
hahA..
hmm.. interesting!

-vOn-

2006-02-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

i'm in MRC's admin team! for the 1st time i feel this way!
LOL
carrie, linda n aiqing went on block leave.
left mi n jack to do the attendance n admin stuffs.
early in da morning i was put in a difficult position.
miss chai came to open door at 8am. i came at 8.32am.
i was alr late. HOWEVER, i am the 1st n only one to reach MRC! hah
chai brought cny goodies. n wanna see all of us back at mrc at 9.15am.
she was looking for jas n fel.
asked mi to sign in but havent reach.
i gotta cover for dem! phew~
but chai wan dem back immediately! holy shite!
admins.. hard to please pple la.
i got into business development. whee~
called up all MRCians.
did daily attendance report.
checked email.
did data entry for surveyees' particulars.
n blah. im busy today.
but great sense of achievement man!
at least i did something at the last few days at MRC.
i'm not slack alright.
i just got no chance to do. haha
-hardworking vOn-

2006-02-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

About my Fours

4 jobs you had in your life
sales asst at action toyz. sales asst at smc. xbox registrar. methodist bookstore.
4 movies you could watch over and over
fly me to polaris. i am sam. mona lisa smile. my sassy girl.
4 TV shows you love to watch
the champions. sex and the city. desperate housewives. friends.
4 places you had lived
balam rd. serangoon gardens. circuit rd. bedok reservoir
4 places you've been on vacation
Southern NZ. Gold Coast. Bangkok. San Francisco.
4 places you would rather be
langkawi. pulau redang. hawaii. paris.
4 of your favourites food
triple 3's raw oyester n salmon. crystal jade's snow fish. four season's deserts n cakes. meiji's heavenly dark chocolates.
4 websites you visit daily
blogs. hotmail. yahoo. mebbe friendster?

][The 3s][
3 names you go by
zhen. shev. von.
3 screen names you have had
zhen is me. elmo. yannie.
3 physical things you like about yourself
shape of shoulder. smile. finger.
3 physical thing you don't like about yourself
height. teeth. thigh.
3 things that scared you
awkwardness- 1st time of everything. cockroaches. dispersion of love.
3 of your everyday essentials
handphone. contact lens/specs. big mirror.
3 things you are wearing right now
guess jeans. replay tee. fie necklace.
3 of your favourites songs
eternal flame. first love. don't say u love me no more.
3 things you want in a relationship
honesty. chemistry. love!
2 truths and a lie (not in order)
i am only 1.61m tall. i scold vulgarities lk flowing water. i wan a fossil watch.
3 physical thing about the preferred sex that appeal to you
bod. eyes. nose.
3 of your favourites hobbies
shopping . sun tan. swim.
3 thing you want to do really badly now
i wanna work. i wanna learn surfing. (tt's so cool!) i wanna do grocery shopping! w/o him.
3 careers you're considering/you've considered
artist-when i was very young. air stewardess. vetenarian.
3 places you want to go on vacation
stated as above
3 kids name you like
levon. charlotte. mabel.
3 things you want to do before you die
say i love u to my loved ones. travel ard the world. make a wish- to get back to earth after i die. =P
3 ways that you are stereotypically a boy
i love cars. (but still lots to learn) i'm not afraid of sun! (proud of myself!) i hide my feelings most of the time.
3 ways that you are stereotypically a girl
i nag. i still appeal to guys! phuahaz.. i love shopping!!!
3 people that i would like to see take this quiz now
only 3? not enough. i want the whole of BF13 to take. haha.

-vOn-

2006-02-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

listen well, alrights?

"I'm sorry" is of no use anymore. I don't need you to be apologetic anymore. There is no arguement on whether I forgive you or not because it doesn't matter anymore.

Im not disappointed. It's all in the past, aint it so?

perhaps you really got a lot to tell me. But it's not about whether I give you chance to say what you wanna say. It's the fact that we had got nothing to say anymore.

Im not being cruel, Im not being unfeeling.
the unfeeling one had been you, thru the years.
if there were stuffs 2b said, it should all be said in the past.

you did your part on untying the knot between us?
Im sorry, there is NO us since 30 June 2005

I can't emphasize it more
EVERYTHING IS IN THE PAST

_angelia_

2006-02-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

at kenny's hse.
drink. drank. n drunk.
hangover.
shite what i did.
n wth.
i cried.
the tears was uncontrollable.
chest tightened.
struggling for air.
mind flashes the times with him.
nonstop.
it was all about him.
i thot i've let go.
but guess i was wrong.
-vOn-

2006-01-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

going msia soon....
packed.
1st.. my make up n toiletaries..

maintenance is very important!
then my clothes..
i brought more than 7 sets of clothings ar!

see! it's gonna burst!

Ready? not yet!
gotta do some self-potrait 1st! LOL

ok. now im done! see ya next wed!

-vOn-

2006-01-28T12:34:00.000+08:00

25th Jan
fashion show. den i saw justin! damn. i hope he din notice mi! night. out for movie with BJHK. great movie.

and let's check out a disgusted version of the show.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AQvqsZFgDY

26th Jan
Ben's, Ter's & Carol's birthday
i cant help but to think of them. esp. ben. i din mean to reject jane when she asked mi out to shop. i just wanna island myself from everything. but as i was about to get out of the house. i felt emptiness. i called jie. she's on leave. we went shopping together.
abt 2 yrs ago, i learnt that family, the ones who will be by ur side whenever u need them regardless of the circumstances. today, i'm reminded of this lesson again. lOve jie!
shopped @ bugis. checked out icon too! a bldg of 6 shopping lvl. small shops as described. many of them r not opened yet. they r having sales all over. but to me, it seems ex. mebbe cos im broke? haha! in da end, i bought a pair of heels. jie n i shared a 'fortune cat' for ma n pa. =)
it means LUCK!
after which i went chinatown. it's crowded. to many, i'm more to the ang mo pai. BUT, my original root is chinese. or perhaps it's korea?! haha. i noe it's so unlike mi to go dere. but.. ang mos like chinese culture too uh? LOL

27th Jan
i am to collect my personal selling stuffs today. ringed daddy up. he fetched mi to nyp @ ard 11.30am. im not allowed to collect the goods yet! DARNS! how blur can i be? it's stated clearly on tt sheet of paper. yet, i still rem it wrongly! sianzation. daddy wanted to bring mi to sushi buffet. but i jus eaten. n mummy's having her lunch early today! i feel so bad taking up daddy's time n not accompanying him for lunch. sorry.. daddy fetched mi to the club's pool. n gave mi his card!! wheeeee...
i swam for afew laps. den get out of the pool for the sun! it's irresistable! the sun is so good,alright? whoo~
SGCC
i got the whole pool to myself!! YeaH!!
WARNING! NO LIFEGUARD ON DUTY? don't worry. i'll take charge! whahahz..
i look lk some aspiring swimmer whom many inspire to be uh? LOL dream on.
after swim. i went to the studies. read up. then to get peach smoothie. NICE! i'll try other flavour the next time! hee..
den hanrong called.. duhz. problem! lina cant find the letter i pass to SAO! freAK! i din personally pass to lina.as she's on block leave the other time. but some malay guy said it's safe to leave it dere. so i did. n now.. lina cant find it! holy shite! i went to tok to lina. she said it's ok. louis gotta redo the form again. as dere's some prob with it. phew~
collected my goodies.. den homed. helped ah ma to make wan ton n gor hiang. hehe. fun! ma's = slim n compact. mine= fat n out of shape! LOL

-vOn-

2006-01-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

From NTU site.

Damn. sld i feel angry or proud?

SHITE!

"NYP with 1 really good swimmer scored half of NTU's team score! Lim Zhi Cong (NYP) garnered 4 gold medals on Day 1 of competition with 2 in record breaking time!"

-vOn-

2006-01-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

21/01/2006 (sat)
Last day of open house. the multi media not in com. problem!
wore shorts n slippers to nyp. sia la. tot cat wun pop by mrc. but she did!
panic. hee.. fortunately, i left my shoes at mrc. =P
slack whole day. did noting but talk. yak n yak non-stop. hahaha
went to meet jane, mich n cheryl. den to meet the team @north canteen.
BOO! bad news. the "atmosphere" seems bad.
on the attitude issue again. not mi. but tt 2 men. sigh-
lets make peace. love one another.
LOVE!
IVP Day 2
jane got no confidence. i cant swim either.
my blur character!! argh *slaps*
(my wish din come true afterall!)
accidentally blurt out the timing for my free. when i'm on reserve for breast!
after much arguing.. we both din swim.
sharon did. swimming as "jane" LOL
we scored pretty well. better than the past, i guess.
needless to say,NUS is still the strongest team.
Congrats!
n SP's not bad either!
joel aka allan-wu-look-alike (a shorter version =P) is good!
n his pax r owhoo!!!
str after IVP, rained. ma chiam the rain is holding back till everything ends.
on bus. as usual, riddle time.
what the heck. "Russia" whahahahhaz
had steamboat @ marina bay.
had great fun. =)
went home. gotta eat still.. reunion dinner.

-vOn-

2006-01-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

stoopid cat. she lifts up to her name la.
cat= niao (over-calculative in hokkein)
spring cleaning at mrc. QC by cat.
she checks every small area.
behind the screen. cpu. keyboard.
she's....... niao! *meows*
den ask her for approval on my emrs fashion show thingy.
she asked mi to get the emrs supervisor to ask her.
sia la! she super da pai lo.
enough of cats. i'll now switch the attention to DOGS!
owhoo!! good news!!
wheeeeeeee~~~ super high now.
rio asked if i wanna help foster a doggie!

BROWNIE

Mixed Pomeranian

Isn't he cute?

wheeeee~~~ n ma agreed, willingly!!
surprisingly. i LOVE MA! haha
MuacKs

-vOn-

2006-01-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

fever since middle of da night.
diarrhoea. headache. n bloated stomach.
feeling terrible.
undeer the hot sun for too long?
or is it the rubbish i've ate?
must b not exercising for too long!
argh
i nid exercise!!
im starting to feel weak.

-vOn-

2006-01-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the long-awaited Friday 13 - namely, our biggest clan, official BF13 day
However, expectedly, 8 outta 13 of us were present
*shrugs*

Carls' Jr for dinner! It was pretty yummicious, and very fulling =)
the usual bing-bang-boom to clear the fries and free flow of soft drinks, wahahaha. It was gettin a lil' boring, actually. everyone's speed (okies, except kenny) is slower, the game cant even go on properly without anyone forfeited within 10 seconds.
okie, im one of them too. haha

as quoted from ken,
in terms of softdrinks as forfeit, BJP - like last night - are the champs (or the losers? lol)
in terms of beer, it's S.H.E
darnn! hahahas

The most killer bing-bang-boom played will probably be,
- angel's bday celebration @Galilee of bing-bang-boom-truth-or-dare
- yameh's bday @Chinablack of bing-bang-boom, forfeit = chugging down ice cubes! hahaha! It was torture!

alrights, enough.
post dinner, it was kiddish kennypang bringing us to Suntec City, influencing us on wasting our money in those toy machines
This seems 2b the hot lately.

Nightmare Before Christmas
I was on luck yesterday, I got 2 of those keychains in pretty lil' box - JACK, one of a limited quantity, apparently so much wanted by YQ, and VAMPIRE TEDDY, wad I wanted! WheeeE!!
one for sister, one for me =)

at the pace we took, we seemingly crawled back the way to the mrt
caught sooo much of the toy machines displays!!!
Im going to get that two lil' chipmunks!!! soooo adorable! and Stitch in lilo & stitch! hmm.. I can't wait for my hongbaos, hehes!

Im devouring the nicest pineapple tarts in the world
cuz it's made by my mum =) yumm!

2006-01-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

ivp. sunny. nice weather!
nus. ntu. smu. sim. tp. sp. np. ite. n us participated.
got dere. the pool is small. unexpected.
n FREAK! we got the same shirt as tp pple! sianzation.
face-to-face with our sch's national swimmer. zhi cong.
he dun look lk a swimmer ar. dun really have the built.
BUT when he swims.. it really stunned everyone.
1st event. 1500m male free. justin n zhi cong swam.
tt freaking fast zhi cong led. owhoo! with timing of 16.46min.
pple still got 7 laps he finishing liao!
he's freaking fast la! noting to say. no wonder nationals la. summore got 4th in SEA games.
he got few golds for nyp. n even broke records for 2 events. =)
**CHEERS**
_ _ (fill in the blank) was doing quite badly in the 1st event. everyone swim finish he still got alot to go. he halfway DQ den ran off quickly. i asked.. "lane 6 from which sch? how come so slow?" not knowing tt his sch is actually beside us! super malu ar! damn pai lo. i din meant to b so bad! =P
rained aft 6. when everything ends. hahaha!! god bless ivp! LOL
got home. online. friendster. deleted alot of unknown "friends"
from 490 to now 359.
from 12 pages to 9 pages.
from 9pm to 10pm.
PHEW~

-vOn-

2006-01-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

Black Friday 13.
had BF13 dinner. 8 out of 13 attended. sadness. wad has it BF13 bcum?
went marina sq. had carl's jr. filling. C called. she kanna red. tml ivp! darns. damn sway la. she's one of the faster swimmer la. ah kim called. rush hm. jy called said he saw mi. went to meet him. den home. wanted to take cab. but save up. took bus instead. miss bus 63. took single deck bus 80 to change. bus crowded. n stuffy. bag super duper heavy la. kinda agitated alr. den when i was abt to alight. the bus jerked. naturally i jerk oso la. my bag touched tt ToOt* aunty standing in front of me.. den she turned ard shouted, "Wait la!" (in chinese) i was lk WTF! can u shut up? i din purposely push u la! its merely touching la! stupid. F* her la. damn angry la. the whole bus staring at me la! as if i bully old people la! WTF! ANGRY!!! ARGH! AHHHHH!!!!! i nid a punching bag! hmph! got home. finally. journey was lk 1 n half hr. WTH! waste my time. n i din get to see ah kim! sad la. she bought mi tis as birthday present..

mp3. 2 pairs of earrings. n the bracelet from MRC team 1. namely, aiqing, carrie n linda. Thanks lots!!

-vOn-

2006-01-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

Introducing......... *drums rolling*
the Princess.
Cinderella in particular. =P

yes! it's my bday. HaPpY BiRthDay to Me!!!!!
i feel so much lk Cinderella tis yr.

SIMILARITIES:

Helping up at ma's shop = Chores
Li Jun Aunty = Stepmother (Asked mi to b her shampoo girl!) cum Fairy God Mother (OMG! a better one pls!)
Daddy = Mice (He drove mi back from Orchard to home)
Misubishi Galant = Pumpkin
Sticker Photo = Glass shoe? (one side each)
Ang Pao/ Cakes/ Presents = Rewards?

Story goes lk tis.. in short. i helped up at ma's shop den li jun aunty came. rushing. wan mi b her shampoo girl! i dun wash other pple's hair except mine n ah ma's! HELLO! wash ur hair? u wish! den y she bcum my fairy godmother? she insist on helping mi to straighten my hair. went out. had a great time. KING KONG!! n nydc's cake. without imaginary flame! whee! den daddy came to fetch mi for dinner. supposed to haf steak. but i was late for lk 10mins. den he said its too late for steak. go back to ah ma's place haf zi char. den change of plan. eat lor mee.. DOTS.. BEST!

And as for the actual day itself..
back to normal. im still the girl next door. sch as usual. i was ps early in da morning. n i woke up exceptionally early today lo. wad a day to start la. haha.. to mrc. the whole stretch was dark. black out? LOL. ahhhh!! n it rained almost the whole day. feel lk princess again when the mrc girls asked mi to decide on the place to eat for breakfast. heehee.. (the part whr prince looking for the glass shoe owner? keke) den another BIG thing to rejoice abt. BF13 ordered pizzas n cake to sky garden. hee.. at last i see the sun! YES!! (part whr prince knew im the one?haha) dey hand made this -->

a NOTCE BOARD!! with all their greetings. n reminder of my age! thanks but no thanks ar!! haha

. the 3 cakes .

top to bottom: from mars, BF13, ma n pa (though cheap but its the tots tt counts hee)

. the fun .

where's my face? thanks ar mars! hahahz..

HaPpppppppyyyy biRthDayyyyyyy toooo SheVOooonnnn~~~~

Delighted..holding the notice board

Jo. Dun just stand dere! Gay along!! LOL

..3 of us..

-vOn-

2006-01-10T23:05:00.001+08:00

Rights, so Im blogging now
HAHAHA

s.h.e blog seemed to be losing the touch - angel and angelia are not blogging. hahaha. even kuku von is busy to blog now, lol.

OH! smth to update on
TEP batch will still continue studying together with the classical ppl now.
Classical go for exams in 2wks time, den immediately IPP
IPP finish = our TEP finish
we study together one whole sem, they go for their holidays while we start IPP. when their hols is over, our IPP = over. so we start studying our last sem together.

whoo. That means able to drool over FA1 in lectures like I used to do. hahaha.
somehow, though, that idea was banished - quite some time ago
I finally woke up to realize, dreams and reality don't always match. and when it doesn't, it's sad and upsetting.
but Im so over it =) over making huge efforts to know him better, over the past, and over my way of craving for dreams to turn into reality.

im done thinking!
1 hour in advance,

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, VON POGGY!!!

forever my bouncy poggy, let's bounce our way thru this friendship =)
i know u love me, so i love u too
MUACKS!

[ angelia ]

2006-01-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG!

2006-01-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

new blog!
comments, feedbacks =)

lia

2006-01-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

had breakfast with MRC pple for the 1st time. @ mac. meiling, aiqing n mi !
shared alot. aiqing n myself is so alike la! LOL
n the 3 of us, go thru the same thing.. sadded.
owhoo! out for research today. din noe it cld b so fun!
3 girls went. aiqing, linda n myself. jack sick. n carrie to take care of the class n admin stuffs.
after on-site research, we went shaw slack n went for zara sales after tt.
restrict myself to shop. no $$.. sobs.
went back nyp. suddenly got lotsa work to b done.
miss chai is super last min.
but nvm. we got everything well-organised.
we can do it. we enthu for uUu
den.. we took pix.
den.. ard 5.30 when its abt time to pack n go home..
my sandals gave way!!
HAHAHA..

i tot of using uhu glue n stick. n clever linda wanna staple it. it's not the 1st time my sandals spoil in NYP. im experienced now. hahaha..

Now, it looks normal. final touch up: PERFECT! =)

got home. had dinner. cooked tang yuan. eat alr will "tuan yuan". felt the warmth. heex..
den rushed to see michelle off to france. the journey from expo to changi airport station is so long. but worth the travelling time. it's so nice la! lk space ship. haha.. n was called sua ku after tt. hmph! i prefer to b called kuku. =P saw antz. his fren oso going. he n his gf lk so swt lo.. hee..
mich lk so.. reluctant to leave s'pore. see tears in her eyes.. feel lk crying too. really lk some TV drama seh. hope she cld get used to life over there! =)

-vOn-

2006-01-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

On the hated list.

"hello,it's me again...i'm not sure why r u to avoid me,but i do sense something was wrong,avoiding me,not answering my msg can't work it out. U could jus simply block me,delete my contact or something easier,jus say the magic word...NO! Aren't u brave enough to say it?If i'm jus another stranger trying to freak into your life,i could accept it but don't avoid me,tell me the truth. Anyway,i'm sick and tired to do this anymore,doing my best to make friends in this friendster thing,ended up with all those people saying stuffs like 'anyone,perhaps friends' or 'anyone sincere enough'.stop answering msgs,that's a very good way,but wat would the person on the other side of computor think,spare a thought.So wat i'm sincere,truthful,honest. Yeah,the only thing u all think about was 'i was lying'. Who cares about this average looking guy,he's only trying to know me,meet me,and perhaps one day,he could become one of my 'boyfriends',that's wat happens to the world now,'nobody trusts anybody',i might jus be a freakshow to u...but i don't care anymore..."

From a friendster friend to me.
GREAT! im hated again. wadever i do. pple will bu shuang mi. wad haf i done or not done? wad r u toking abt? AVOIDING? since when? u tok to mi when u feel lk it. lk so long once. den now u said im avoiding u when we just tok few days ago? wth.
mebbe its time for mi to start deleting pple from my friendster account. i shall! when im free..

-vOn irritated by pple of no importance-

2006-01-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

happy 2006!
but y aren't i happy? -sigh-
i nid time alone.. space for privacy n self-reflection.
though im grateful for the time spent with pple who care.
but it doesnt really help.
the things happening ard mi.
the IVP.
pple i care, attituding.
the biasness.
n him.
i felt i've lift up reality.
or does it mean tt's the end?
he smsed with wishes..
come to tink of it. it's been 10days since the day i pledge to give up.
its really fast uh?
tink i've really given up.
i feel so dead replying him.
now he's become..
the familiar stranger...

New Year Resuolution: To help my friends to be trouble-free. And can i just wish for world peace?

-vOn-

2005-12-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

was happy for him. but wth.
we turned faces away from each other.
i can nv comprehend.
the unpredictability. his mood. his reaction.
i din noe howta react to it.
complete sadness.

--swim team chalet--
1st day, 26 Dec. was awkward.
CJC pple was ok. but cldn't really click well.
diff conversation topics.
night. was fun! the stoopid games i suggested. =P
how many meh meh. wads the time now. black magic. n blah.
it cld keep us awake till 4.30am! hell?
i woke up at 6.30. went sch. n back to chalet @ 4+
sorry jane! supposed to meet u back dere by 2!
went bowling with the guys n jane. i was leading.
den overtook!! -_- i was in the 4th place. boo.
SASA kids n coaches came. the parents brought food. packed.
n totally awkward. everything single actions. we were watched.
we hid in the room, our cosy corner.
out of plates n FOOD! OUR 933 CURRY CHIX!!!!! sobs
1st time i feel genuine bonding in the team.
shared sandwiches. bee hoon in cups.
n TAO POK! LOL
love it. =)

-vOn-

2005-12-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

I love Zhou Jielun
I love Zhou Jielun
I love Zhou Jielun
I love Zhou Jielun
I love Zhou Jielun

and ruien

I soooo love him. sighs. He's so good. he made me feel so loved. wahahahahahaha!

The first time I enjoyed myself so much when I have zero love life.
and probably cuz this' e first time I have a zero love life? hahahaha.

2005 is really coming to an end. wow.

It's been a great year, I guess. Ups and downs. End of scandalous life, start of a whole new old r/s which got off really greater den it can ever be. den it ended peaceful den it can never be, which it really can NEVER be (haha) before it finally soured off. New work place @ TWS, knowing alot of ppl, family members is greater den ever, friends rocks...

I have a fab life, I reckon

lemme think for a couple of days, my resolutions. solid ones that I shall keep.

__lia__

2005-12-27T12:36:00.000+08:00

25 December 2005
CHRISTMAS DAY!

FINALLY HERE..... n NOW GONE.

this year is different from the past few years. I've invited ard 20 friends to buffet x'mas party at 2nd home. it's a combined gathering thingy. family n friends from all over.. hah! sec, GB, swim mates n BF13. sorry peeps! u're not invited doesn't mean u're not as important. BUT, u're just kept in my heart all this while! =) well, keep in touch!
small part of BF13 came earlier (joa, lia, gel n sen) i was cleaning up halfway. den.. dey helped. =P thanks ya! haha..
7pm!!! catering came. time to get everything look presentable. including buddy n kuera. dey put on ribbons n bow tie. my charming doggies!! hahaha!! reserved the last table for my friends. good corner to chat crap n practising SM-candle burning session (erm...let ur imagination run wild den! =P)
i nidta clarify!! the alcohol came when my team mates came cos it's coincidental. NOT bias ok. haha.. but still, i must say.. dey really mean alot to me. =)
up to my room. jy n mars were attracted to my toy house n chill out corner. we took photos played n break wings. haha.. n all of us played police n murderer.LOL. some blind mice here in my group of friends, dun even noe dey r killed! whahaz! den our MUST-HAVE bing bang boom! losers drink. im not on form tonight ehs! not fair~ n im not drunk, neither am i high! hahaha.. ok.. if u insist on applying the saying, "drunkards always say she's not drunk." den i shall say i am! =P anw, im really not drunk la. im just blushing. *sHy*
after getting the alcohol all down in our tummies.. we went on a tour ard orchard on jy's n mark's car. owhoo! cool~ took lotsa photos.. craze ard in our xmas hat w/o even caring abt our image. (cos it's so late tt no one wld even notice us) den back home to sleep.. zZz..
LOVE this year's xmas! ideal xmas!!

SEASON OF LOVE

-vOn-

2005-12-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

. angry . disappointed . guilty .
tis is my current mood.
i lied. mummy want mi to.
all fun cancelled.
todayy. x'mas eve. i sld b feeling happy.
but on the contrary.
it's the direct opposite.
i shan't continue. =(

-vOn-

2005-12-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

stressed up over the preparation n coordination of the x'mas party!
pple not coorperating
unwanted pple are accidentally invited
and argh! wth
pls help. u're not the only pple invited!
santa.. where r u? where is christmas?

-vOn-

2005-12-22T10:20:00.000+08:00

I am really caught in the middle, I don't know wad to do
so angered, but so lost
Im just a part-timer! My concentration should be on my academics, aint it so? In addition, there's no compassion on a sick person? I totally understand the need of staff on eve of xmas eve, and I understand that if I don't find sub I'm deemed as irresponsible. But I do find people to replace me! Why are u so pissed!?

I just felt like running away. Forget my pay, forget about the other great colleagues I have, and made a dash away. But that's ungentlemanly and irresponsible.
darnn it =(

work sucks!!!

__lia

2005-12-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

lost my hp. lost all contacts.
is tis supposed to be fated?
losing contacts.. is v. hurting ehs.
its lk losing a BIG part of puzzle in my life.
losing contacts with my friends..
including ter n many more..
hey! whoever who took my hp,
i can give u my hp but gimme back my contact list!
vOn curse u!

-vOn-

2005-12-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

MRC
i prayed so hard to get into the team i wanted (team 3 or 4) i tot at least dere's something for mi top look forward to. n tadar* again! i was not in either of dem! wth. but as i get to noe my members better.. i'm grateful i'm not in groups with difficult pple. n doing admin isn't as hard as i tot. phew~ wadever! im not in team 2, doing stats! ::celebrates:: my team consists of 4 other peeps. aiqing, linda, jack n carrie! dey r all fun peeps to work with! =)
1st assignment- come up with games to play tml. (acid lake n the classical bing bang boom!)
2nd assignment- doing up bio as the whole MRC.
after which, it's time for us to squeeze our creative juice! decorating the white board!
OUR very own board! wheee~~
we finished our task. n even started on the ppt which is suppose to b due on week 3! LOL we r the super kiasu admin!
den someone suggested a ChRIStMaS PaRty@ MRC!!! wheee~~ the responses were positive. whahahah!!
1st day at MRC n such parties r organised! hahah! we're gonna b united MRC pple !
admin team is not tat bad afterall!
we enthu for uUu...

-vOn-

2005-12-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

saturday
shopping dayy!! alone! yes! alone! i need concentration man!
i've checked my x'mas shopping list. n even bought stuffs for myself. ::hampering::
i feel so good sia!
daddy fetched mi home after shopping. left all my stuffs out on my studies n left for the com.
den.. a sudden gush of strong wind blew. den heavy rain started to pour.
i was busy bringing in the flying curtain in the masters. it took mi quite some time.
den when i went up to my own room....... n this was wad it became.....

Before: DISASTER is the only word to describe wad happened. my whole room flooded. it was as if tornado just pass by my room! everything went out of place. simba fell to the ground. shoe box cover flew downstairs. ah ma's present gone missing n was later found under the sofa. duhz..

After: I tot i cld rest after shopping. but.. i nidta pack ya! mopped the floor. cleaned the windowpanes. change bed sheet. arrange all the stuffs back. n seek for the lost items.

simba fell on da ground. now safe n sound. not wet at all.. =)

can i sleep now? no! i gonna attend mass. =(

mass is good.. help mi remind myself to be a better person. heex.. mummy asked mi to join the religion club in sch. haiz.. commitment? sld i?

-vOn-

2005-12-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

last day @ DMSM
not much happenings in DMSM. it was a nap cum sharing session with carrie n the rest. come to tink of it. DMSMers are quite a fun bunch of peeps! except for some intruders who entered my life rudely. (wadever! im no longer concerned) the betrayal of DMSM for KM for some pizza sky garden party.. wheee~~ and the return of bing bang boom. hahahahz.. chuan meng with the extended jelly-like hands was good at tai-ji. shun rong imitates Mr Fuan's laughter@ KM2. n tt ELDC girl n myself did the chix lil' dance!! whahahhaz!!
happy betraying!
ended early.. as usual, Mr Tan nv let us off without complaining abt the cleanliness of the rooms. but yah.. in some ways he's right. pple sld b responsible of their own things including rubbish. dun expect others to clean up their shite.
ying rong n guys organised dinner @ glasshouse. owhoo! glasshouse. the last time i've been there is lk centuries ago when it was still friday's. 1st outing with DMSMers. we were lk hungry matchbox girl whose eyes sparkles at the sight of fried calamari! OMG. we charged for seafood platter lk it's the 1st time we see food. LOL. i got my waist larger by 2 inches n got my cheeks numbed from excessive laughing. haha.. end of dinner. everyone signed on my project work for memories..
nice end to the last day of TEP Group B... =)

-vOn-

2005-12-12T12:13:00.000+08:00

went m'sia on fri n back on sat night. went to visit gongong.. he's much muchh better liao!!!! whee!! heex.. he can stand up. walk ard.. he can smoke DUHZ!! but yah.. wad i'm trying to say is.. he's still fit!
Trip to Yong Peng (Fri + Sat)
jam at custom.. reach @ ard 12-1 am.. catch up with my cousins, xin yi n hao zhe.. OMG! he'd changed a whole lot! after NS.. he's really bcome a man! he looks so healthy with the tan complexion+ his decent looks n fitter bods.. he looks much more matured now. owhoo! tat's when the saying applies..
NS is a time when BOYS become MAN
we turned in at 3+.. my kuku body alarm failed mi again. i woke up at 7.30am! it's not as accurate as b4.. dere goes my alarm's reputation... =( gong gong insist on us having meals at home. had breakfast. went out for grocery shopping. den had yong peng's famous fishball noodles. den returned home.. REACTION!!! felt sleepy.. took a nap. den gel called. sen n herself reached. she brought food!! hahaha..ayer hitam's bun! nice! juicy. sen drove us to hitam's paddy field n to gel's frens shop.. new fren!! fiona n her sis.. i have frens in M'sia!! whee! no more lonely during CNY! back to gong gong's hse. had dinner. yah! again! hahahz.. den packed n back to s'pore. i'm squeeze at the back of a volvo S40 in between 2 strong men! phew~ aches..
Shopping for Christmas gift (Sun)
Helped up at ma's shop. tis ahma on wheelchair came in to perm her hair.. she's so cute.. ma was toking to mi..tt ahma actually answered her !! ahma: "hmm!" LOL.. whahahhaz!! cute seh.. after tt went home to prepare.. daddy's fecthing mi up to town. SHOPPING!! wheee.... shopping.. shopping n lotsa shopping to do!! heex.. almost clear my shopping list liao. heex.. but mummy's present!! headaches* she got all she needs.. wad to buy?!?!?! head big big. mummy bought lotsa stuffs also. n i'm dere to help carry. training ehs! haha.. daddy asked.. "wad u wan tis x'mas?" it really keeps mi thinking.. wad i really wan for x'mas.. i kept my mind so occupied with wad pple wans.. n i nv tink of wad i wan..
I'm jealous! very jealous!! kids nowadays gets expensive gifts for x'mas! MP3. Printer. Handphone! wth! wad do i get when im primary 6? yah.. i get to fly to US when i pass my PSLE. but my presents were nv so good! n i nv get to choose! hmph!! i wish i was born later!! it's not fair! I sldn't feel guilty when mummy wanted to buy nano man! but i did. i still do. n wth. so much of a sacrifise?! we all queued abt 1 hr plus just to get his handphone?! we din even had dinner.. guess wad. a hungry man is an angry man! hungry as in hungry for food n not something else. daddy got real angry.

BOO!! NOT FAIR!!!

-vOn-

2005-12-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

ytd went sch for proj. n went shopping for gifts with jy n mars.
bought a 50bucks voucher for aunt.. had galilee's dinner n nydc's dessert.
ever since TEP started, galilee is lk every week?!
no wonder the extra calories!!! LOL
today.. super duper nice day!
met lia up for breakfast @ bishan ya kun. yummy!! enjoying life mann!
den met mummy to shop ard for xmas prezzie.. @town
tis is the best time of christamas!! shopping n lotsa shopping to b done!!
ChRisTMaS cHrisTmAs ChriStMAS CHriStMAs ChRiStMAS CHRIsTmas
she brought mi into swarvoski crytals store. bought 2 hp accessories. i tot it was for mi. LOL
as i was shopping ard the store.. i've decided.. i must get myself a crytal crown for my 21st bday!! it's simply gorgeous!
i noe tt wld b costly. it wld not b worth if i use it for once. but.. i can recycle it for my wedding right? whahahaz!!
shopped ard.. den went raffles city to mit ma n pa. mummy bought lotsa stuffs from evelyn n crabtree. she's spending lk flowing water! OMG. her spending power is 10 times higher den mine, duhz!
And today, 9dec 2005. I, Shevon Tee, annouce..
I am a princess in mummy's eyes!
she wanted to buy iPod nano for mi. gosh. i tot it over.. den told her.. it's not worth investing so much in a x'mas prezzie. i wld lk a pair of levi's jeans instead!

-vOn-

2005-12-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

girl with a strong character n attitude?
secretive and unknown yet close?
is tt me? LOL
do i really give pple such impression?
hahahah.. if i really do.. GREAT!!
all along i tot pple will see mi as either super dao or a super crap person.
tis is a totally different kinda comment. hahaha..
i like it. its not a bad impression. however, its a good one. cool~
ok.. i'll try not tok too much in future.. =P

-vOn-

2005-12-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

WANG DEZHENG, just STAY AWAY FROM THIS BLOG OKAY?

this is not entertainment for you
just get a life!

__lia

2005-12-07T01:52:00.000+08:00

slept at 2am last night. was chatting with jy. den tis morning was woken up by some tep pple. duhz!!! at 10.30 in da morning!!! BOO!!! i nid sleep. i cldn't get back to sleep aft tt. im quite a light sleeper la.
partly cos of the sun oso. the sun is so good today! decided to go for a swim.. had breakffast. den to pool. alone. love being alone. might sound lk a loner. but.. i love time by myself. privacy! =)
i din get much sun. it was playing hide n seek behind the clouds.
aft i return home, then the sun come out! hmphh! dun care!! i must try again tml!!
online for awhile.. huiping suggested to mit up tonight. with li en n ting fang. wheee!!! but at sengkang again. tis place i went lk so many times tis days.. but nvm. most imptly, is the pple im meeting up with
i went for facial. ouch! pain!!! tt girl squeeae my face as if it's not flesh la! my face feels distorted aft tt.. n ugly!! argh! my whole face red with pop-ups!
den fuqiang called.. he said he's ard my area. asked if i wanna meet. hahahahz.. sia la! wad date sia? how come so many pple asked mi out? when they dun even noe its my hols.. hahahaz.. u guys r lucky man! i asked him to join us for the meet up at night.
i went home prepare. den qiang came fetch mi to compass pt. i knew they wil b late! hahah.. im late too! hahaha..
reached. call huiping. she said she nid the loo.. yah!! mi too! my hair is lk so flat!! thx to the helmet. hahahaz.. our meeting place- compass pt 1st level female toilet! whhhahaz! all things r possible with huiping.. =D
den li en n ting fang came to meet us at yoshinoya. makan den walk ard. decided to go lien's place. li en n the rest took bus. n mi on qiang's bike ride. tot they wld take some time. mi n qiang went ponggul end.. he speed. cold.......... BUT nice! love bike rides!!! tt place oso quite ulu.. recalling the past.. hahahah!! it was the past! how silly cld i be?
back to li en's hse.. chatted n msn for awhile. den qiang's stomach start to growl liao.. we went for supper at jalan kayu on li'en's car ride!! shared indian rojak. den back home.
today's quite a fruitful day. great outing with old GB n BB friends.. actually, a break is all i need! tis is wad i really need now. exercise n catching up with old friends... considered healthy lifestyle ehs? heex.. =)

-vOn-

2005-12-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

- what a tired day-

mmm.. woke up at 6plus.. was late.. dressed up quickily. still let von waitng. too bad.

mm..after working at cenie, headed to orchard mrt station to meet von's fren- jy. then go back to school together. we went back for our personal selling.

hmm.. i m tired now, i think will continue to blog tomoro ba.. too sleepy, cannot tahan.. stop here first..

***********

2005-12-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

beautiful sunday..
with great sunshine welcoming a brand new day!
with great company. n special day out! whoo~
today's a special sunday indeed.
usually, i'm not allowed to go out. cos it's the family day!
but gel came to my hse to stayover. cos she was a lonely soul on sat night n i tot it wld b more convenient for us to travel if she stays over.
LOL.. my dad went to fetch her over. she ma chiam lk go picnic ehs! bring soya milk, haagen dazs ice cream, pocky n buns!! whahhaaz! kuku!
we selected lotsa shows to watch.. but tt kuku has got the x'mas mood from my hse deco. we went on to watch santa claus 2! i cldn't take it. i went to slp halfway.
morning.. had cartel brekfast. yummy!!!!
mark smsed mi. tink he's trying his luck again. it so happen tt everytime he date mi out. i'm free! LOL. lucky dude!
so we went on a threesome date! whahaz we went marina sq. den to suntec.
wanted to shop for x'mas prezzie. in da end, i was looking out for my own stuffs! hahah
visit lia.. den back home to catch star award 2005. sadness. fiona din get in! nvm. she's still the pretty hotty babe in my eyes!! though im no fan of mark lee. n his english ain't good. hahahahz.. =P but i like wad he said.. i cldn't rem everything but tis is wad he meant..

If you're good, no need go ard telling pple. pple can judge themselves!

dammit. wasn't tt wad i typed in the past few entries? LOL he gonna pay for copyright man!hhahaha

-vOn-

MIA

2005-12-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

MIA-ing for awhile, but now Im back!

I suddenly have the nagging urge to let loose of some vulgarities, for I lead a very, very happy day today. Reading wadsup in this blog and facing the troubles and irritation had NOT affected my mood a single bit =D
(u can go to my blog to read on why I am so happy today! hehee! Link available, just not the password =x)
but mebbe to happily give my damn objective opinions.

STOP. BLOCK. IGNORE
damn shit matter going on lately, it's really annoying.
The tagging attack. the constant reading of S.H.E blog, rebuking our words and starts all the biatch attacks.
dammit, I have so much experience in this, thanks to my exbf and fsg =D

anw, kuku poggy spongey jihong von my sister - this is affecting you too much lars. I totally understand your stand (and stupid stubborness, hee!) on the defeat issue, so I shall keep quiet but be here for you la! hehes!!

I suddenly comprehend something!

Bitchs & jerks strides in people's lives so to make life interesting

Damn true!! I mean, we may be bitches to people's lives, jerks enter our lives.. WOW!!! so since it's the way life is supposed to be, then let's get out all the energy for bitch rebukes, anger and screams!!!
as long as you are still able to smile at the end of the day for the good things you have, despite the bads happening =) wad's more, bads dun last long.

hahaha. wad a whole lot of bullshit =D

alrights, down to business
tis' getting too far lars. everyone's saying one hate another, bitching one another, saying this person shall get the hell outta one's lives. In e end it's still the same vicious cycle! wtf?

conclusion: MOVE ON. everyone just shuddup on this issue. move on the next stopover. when things gets better, all will look back and go, "wow, I went thru this stupid shit."

I still feel very happy.
Cheers, people!

__ angelia toh =)

2005-12-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

-ignore-

was free at home, decided to blog in my own blog.. but, after i blog.. link it to SHE. i saw something.. i saw von's post. it was posted on today. i saw von posted that she hates someone copy words from our blog to other blog. i was like.. ei... who is that?

called von immediately.. she told me it is that guy. okie.. relax.. what did he copy n paste.. i no need to know, it's none of my business.. that's his freedom to blog. i have no comments on that. =) just ignore it. but remember, teacher told us.. no copy.

it's about to end this first round.. yeax.. get in the stopover which i want to go. need to work harder.. to score a better score! aza aza fighting.

sleepy. zzz

-an angel without wings-

2005-12-03T12:51:00.000+08:00

To Begin With.. It was,
THE END
End to every crap n stuffs lidat.
Oh for God's sake.. Are we matured pple?
Outsiders can witness for themselves. No self-proclaiming!
To clarify, i dun tink tt mms has got anything to do with CLASS
To mi, it's sincerity tt counts. but, no matter how i see..
I dun see any sincerity in it. mite as well not send?

It wasn't tt sender's idea
It wasn't made for tt purpose
It wasn't completely made by tt sender
It wasn't sent by the sender though tt sender has the intention to send

And yah.. everyone has their own "DON'T LIKE" list. For the 3 of us, we DON'T LIKE pple to copy our words from our blog to some other blogs. Respect bloggers please!

Oh yah.. last night jy had came up with a very good conclusion to the whole damn matter. pple wld start bitching abt mi in the 1st place simply cos they are jealous. From tis point, we had won half the battle. As for now, cos he/she does not admit defeat, he/she made small matter turned into a big one. We had won the other half. I think there is no need for us to defend anymore (though it's human nature) because tt wld b a waste of time n energy. And we do not like playing stupid games like this.. We are all selfish and NOT stupid pple! Am I right, Ken? haha.. Alright, now we can have peace!! Peace to the world! whaha!

Lia.. Gel.. everything had come to an end. let's lead our own lives like we always do! OUR VERY OWN!!

Alright.. about ytd.. I was too tired to blog.. ytd was quite happening.. received the results of our post to next stopover. MRC. disappointed initially.. now, it doesn't really matter. but i'll still try appealling in anyway. ohyah.. thanks to jy, gel n lia for hearing mi nag.. ha! den.. i met tis girl.. meiling..her situation is exactly like mine. the way she react to it is the same also. see liao. also sad for her la. n also remind mi of myself. ha! then, went for video shoot.. it was quite successful until...... nurul dropped her mp3 cover in the drain!! OMG! haha.. my grp and i tried with all our strength. but the cover cannot b moved. so, they go abt finding sticks to drag tt ting up. while mi n nurul tink of ideas using lanyards n stuffs lidat. den elson scooped it up with all concentration. nurul was happy lk hell.. she jumped and danced ard. haha.. hugging elson. LOL. tink she wld kiss him if she cld! =P hah! aft tt, met jy.. went sk for dinner. den walk ard compass pt n went 7-11 to visit gel. n bought a very cute fruitty sweet. it was addictive. very.. hahaz.. den i went sgoon gdn to meet my dearies.. ash qin n xian.. it's been a long time since we last met up. we drew lots to whom to buy prezzie for tis xmas! whheeee~~~

Christmas is COMING!!!

2005-12-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

Black Friday 13 gathering + some celebration!
HAPPY.. shalalala~
I AM FINALLY FREED!
from unneccessary problem
gathering - only 7 of us attended.
nvm. 7 is still as fun.
surprisingly.. yameh joined us! whee..
we went town to buy shoe..
den our usual hang out place, galilee friends.
satisfying dinner!!
played a new game while waiting for jack.
not the usual bing bang boom
but.. "police n murderer" fun!!
kind of home sick. went home..
buses r packed lk can of sardine..
it took mi ard 1 n half hour to reach home.
it was exceptionally crowded. weird.
other than tt..
thinking of the bird's nest tis morning.
thinking of mars', jy's, keith's n BF13's support..
thinking of the super nice weather today..
it mebbe raining bit..
but i tink the sky is brighter todayy.. so nice!!
they made my dayy!
it was a great day!!

special thanks, LOVE YA KEITH!!!!!

-vOn-

2005-12-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

_bbbuuusssyyyy_

finally! finally finished my work! you know, i got a lot of work to do, why m i so busy, i dunno. instead of attendance lists, lateness acummulation, mc track lists.... and some admins stuffs... I still have a lot of things to do... i'm finally finished my work 4 today.. actually, still got a lot of things to do.. like NEW multimedia presentation for another graduation ceremony, flash editing, ICA1 rehearsal... a lot things havent done.. so scared.. no time already..

it's gonna be an end of this stopover... this round.. still heard some one talking bad behind shevon, childish.. if u dare, come out n say.. in person. We will never n ever be scared of u.

my comments... are......
- someone who shows his love in the wrong way. In other words, might be.. he doesnt love anyone but himself. he did so many things to attract attention instead of love. he needs attention from everyone.. including von, the childish gal, even the whole stopover of DMSM. ( i might misunderstood him, but.. i just wanna write down what i think )

- someone who really very childish! .. i cant tahan.. pengzs! she scolded him when he continued to win von's heart.. or she wanted to be acquaintance with him just because some words hurted her.. come on, true friendship is not like that, i think she has to get back to kindergarten to learn the definition of friendship... even little children know.

- someone needs more attention from GUYS. she doesn have enough of love or attention from her boyfren or family, she needs fren.. but her behavior made her..... like.. dun really have frens. so.. she started to #*$*#$*( u all get what i mean, right? ) becos von attracted most of the guys, she started 2 get jealous.. jealous how can von attract guys but she couldn't. therefore.. war has started! haha..

- for von....... ur heart too soft, like that.. he thought he stood a chance to win ur heart.. but, he didn know, he definitely not ur type , what's more.. the way he show his love.. sux. von, try not 2 be so open-minded to some petty , thin skin, chauvinistic guys like him. okie? we will always be there for u.. muackz..

2005-12-01T09:27:00.000+08:00

hey!! gel....
where are ur commentS?
we cant see la!! let's blog!

-vOn-

gel! darling gel!
here we are at DMSM and WE TOTALLY dun MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahha!
blog la.. u always busy wad thing i oso ddunno. hahah

__lia

2005-11-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

So, idiots do exist! LOL
i din noe such idiots shows love by backstabbing the one he likes.
it's so innovative la..
oh great!
ouch! it hurts from the back!!
to mi, i'm not angry abt being back-stabbed.
but just wondering.. y stupid pple exist?
never seen someone so stupid b4..
LOL

-vOn-

2005-11-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

Free....
I feel tight at my chest.
I cld hardly breathe.
there's this someone whom make mi feel tt he wanna take control of my life.
stressing me..
I'm not a bird in the cage.
i wanna b freed...
last night, I've tok to tis person.
being direct enough..
telling him how much i dislike it.
how much i feel i'm controlled.
how much i dun like him..
YET
he dun understand. he still sent mi an MMS which has a heart n my name on it.. made of flower petals.
Initially,i tot woahh.. quite sweet eh. but.. no special feelings.
was thinking.. woah.. oki.. he picked to make for mi.. touched!
later, i learnt tt he picked it up not jus for tt purpose.
the main purpose is to form his grp's company name.
den i tot.. ooohh!! so he's a cheapo! kaoz..
he alr can't pass. n now.. A CONFIRM NO NO!!
he not only cannot pass. but he failed terribly.
C'mon.. let go of me..

-vOn-

2005-11-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

To: u noe who u r.. (i really hope u read this)

BASED ON TRUE STORY

Initially, i nv haf hated u.. my 1st impression on u - attract attention. cos u're damn super duper loud. n it's kinda irritating. but i tot mebbe that's wad u r.. so i din think much. To b fair, i treat u neutral though.

Then, the tarots card thingy.. u were disappointed abt the outcome.. u were crying. the girls were consoling.. den we had a girls' talk along the walkway of DMSM. tat was the time i tot.. my mindset of u will change for the better.. n may our (the girls) r/s improve. But to no avail. not long after, u girls were talking behind my back.

No one welcome enemies. but friends. good ones if possible. I dun like conflicts. But if it approaches me..I got no choice but to defend. n start hating u.

What' more? u gimme black face for sitting at YOUR seat? ha! CHILDISH!! do u noe howta spell that word? c'mon ur lk 20.. yet acting lk a kid. fighting over a seat.. which i dun even noe it's urs? ha! wad a joke?! if i knew it's urs.. i wldn't had sat dere. it'll only make me feel bitchy.

n what's ur prob bitching abt me, behind my back? if u dun lk me. tell mi straight in my face! i noe u never like mi from the very beginning. tell me. whether is it my face that makes u hate me.. or wadever reason it is.. i'm able to take it. or if u dun wanna tell it's oki. it doesn't really bother me. Because.. i sldn't care abt pple who bitch abt me. the pple i sld really care are those who loves me!! =)

n of cos.. i'm living very well at the moment. i haf great family n friends!! who stood by me all along. i wldn't allow a tiny little stone to block my way of life. i will never b knocked down.

I will lead MY way of life!! My Very Own...

"The Strength of Just.. I Can"

-vOn-

2005-11-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

i tot andy is mad.. but louis is CRAZY!!!
he's a total psycho man!
tis was the 1st time i train under him..
he is mad sia!
1st round, warm up.. medlay 200m (includes all diff strokes: breast, free, back n fly)
i cant do butterfly. i nv can. i nv tried. he ask mi do..
but i din..
den was.. the main course.. 100m x 15
god dammit! i tink he's insane la.. tt is like alot la! for someone who havent been training for 3mths!!
1 lap.. my left leg cramp liao.. when i swam back to the starting pt. i was streching my leg against the wall.. den.. he was like.. "cramp arr? my bag got chopper."
shite him la. wan mi chop off my leg.. crazy!
den subsequently, my legs haf cramps all the wayy.. both legs.
yet, i cant stop!! wth
i was swimming.. yet, i cant use my leg power to push. i'm damn slow tonight la.. shite.
den halfway, i feel my food raising up to my throat liao.. feel lk vomiting la!
kaoz..
aft the 15 rounds.. everyone was exhausted.. des n ken's legs cramp too! louis help dem massage. n mi jus stretch more will do..
3rd, dessert.. 50m x 6 (sprint)
1st lap i sprinted. side stitch. den the last lap he took timing.. n target for us.. if not, cant go home.. nidta do till we reach target.. i was slower than targeted time. he din ask mi do again.. but.. my stamina dropped alot!! kaoz.. angry la..
i got outta the pool with more prob. u name it i have it.. cramps.. stitch.. "puking" feel.. headaches.. n wad esle?
i gotta train hard for it man!! not for the team but for myself..
-vOn-

2005-11-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

_formal_

I think i need to put some effort here, to blog something here.. otherwise, i will be killed for blog in senangel blog not here.

ermm.. wearing formal today, quite weird, no one is wearing formal except Haresh n I. they said i look like a lecturer... haha.. I said " if i speak english, they will know i m not. " *sienzation*

mmm... eating my breakfast.. fishballs, quite nice.. delicious.. n bread that i prepared this morning.. it is nice too. *yummy*

ermmm.. i learnt a lot of things during my tep life in KM. I love KM, my "collegues" also very nice.. i appreciate them.

i chose event management and roadshow for my next stopover.. the posibility to get in is very high... because of.. my performance is normal, didn late.. i think my grade will be alright, hehex.. *pai* :P

mmm.. for yesterday, wanted to go have diner with daddy initially, so i message my boss n told her i could not work. she was sick, so she angried. oh my... god, she scold me.. T_T i thought, that's it. i was angry too, yet so guilty. so, i told my daddy i had to work. my daddy fetched me there.. she message me, said, " ok, you have to understand i cant be lookin for replacement every time, then everyone will start do the same. ok? " i message Catherine, my boss, said, " i know i tried my best to avoid it already, i didn bu shuang.. i know your difficulties, but forgive me if i did anything wrong, Thanks. I m on my way to there le. See you. " You know, when i reached there, it was still early, 6.30pm... i started work. she treat me differently from the past.. she said softly.. she cared me, she asked whether i eaten already, she asked to me rest first, she asked why so early come, she asked me to understand her, she asked me to come for work on this saturday.. n she wrote me start working at 6.30pm even my schedule was 7pm. i like what did she do.. thanks catherine even u didnt read this blog. =)

ermmmm.. yar.. later have to attend the tutorial.. shits la.. 10 - 12.. tao yan.. teacher coming.. end here.. have to finish my bread first.. otherwise cant finsih it in 5 mins time.

take care everyone..

-an angel without wings-

2005-11-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

4hrs sleep.. JY noe something abt ter n kept pestering mi till 2am.I AM NOT CHEEHONG!! hahahahz
get bz with my ppt from morning till 2pm @ KM.
KM- my 2nd home
den got tis tep sports event.water bomb!! wheee.. fun but too short. got to noe afew new faces.
that's the life i wanted in poly!!! lovin' it.
but while i was enthu for all the fun to come.. someone gave mi a super black face n changed to another group just to avoid mi. kaoz. hey!! wake up, u kid!! freak
wheeeee... i was smsing with mars. whahahhahaz.. he was practically using the harry potter language toking to mi. LOL. "hey! hermonie!! i'll meet the rest 1st at o73ohrs to buy books. professor says i need to work hard." "try picking up any rubbish on the ground. it might be portkey. it'll help u get there faster. good luck" "hegwig is on leave today. i can't lend u my broom. sorry" "ok see ya later! apprello!"
i was lk.. toot* can go crazy toking to him. he's a possesed harry potter. n he made mi one possesed hermonie. i was speaking in muggle's language too!! LOL.
met JY 1st den come mars. we go shop ard orchard. at expensive shops lk.. LV. Polo. Tiffany. Zara. mars was lk.. i tink we mixed with the wrong grp of pple. yayaya!! i agree!! hhahahz.. den come mich. we went swensen's for makan. JY treat mi dinner. n us, earthquarke!! wheee... lime sorbert!! love love love. left swensen's for cine. we're so aimless. we just sit outside arcade watching pple danceing parapara. n laughing at dem. ha! den mich's fren came join us n we were the 1st few to get into the cinema. hahahaz..
the chair is so comfortable.. i can't help but to sleep for more than half the show!! wad a costly rest! it was lk 4+ when the show finishes.. promised ma to get home at 4+. it's too late liao. might as well later. =P we went to mac. den off we head for home. we split.
met some chup lao beng, working @ china black, on bus. sianzation. but i heck care. talked to him bit den sleep. cant tahan. reach home b4 7am. Zzz..
Great outing with Great company.
Just one pt, i nid sleep b4 i go for any midnight shows in future
-vOn-

2005-11-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

3 of us are living in KM the whole of today

shopping tonite!
WHEEEE!!!

__lia

2005-11-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

i say goodbye and he says hello!
i told him abt our differences.. how impossible is us being together..
yet, he still insist to wait on..
now..
he says goodbye, and i say goodbye again..
i din want to.. but tat's wad he wanted.
is it when i reject someone.. ppl wil start hating mi..
n more will do.. n more gossips will spread.
not for the good.. but badd.. wth.
we're in the same stopover. we still can b frens, can't we?
i'm freakking moody.
wth. freak!
i am hated!! once again..
why me? why not her? she's much better off den mi.
so fcuk off.. go find her all u wan..
y make my life miserable?
i hate being loved. shite!

-vOn-

angel and angelia and shevon

2005-11-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

so, all 3 of us have very hidden secrets =x
wahahahaha!

wad an arsehole
I cant help getting REALLY pissed off
wad is wrong with me?
something is wrong with me, I really dunno why. my attitude tonight is bad, i know.
just get outta her life, u fucking idiot.

__lia

2005-11-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

it's the first time my baby failed on me
darn fuck - all my music are gone. More importantly, my ppt & report!!!
luckily ppt is in my mail, and I got my half-done report in e PC in DMSM
still - so fucked up. darnn

It's scary how gossips and stares affect
If only things remained as what it was in the very first place
But we can't help it, hur? now, it's a lost friendship. somehow, to both of us.
I still can't tell if the vibes are bad. But I can tell it's nowhere good. and it's affecting her pretty badly?
sighs! no justice in the world.

I am totally dreading the date tmr
I wonder wad's wrong with me - I've been wanting a movie, I've been wanting to know more people.
but perhaps I still am not ready, I guess?

it was S.H.E chatting at starbucks sk yst nite
was... great =)
we just laughed and cried together
okies, so Im the one crying. heehee!

I love my mum, she gave me the greatest love and family
Im never a rich bloke, but I earn my own cash
so I enjoy my life and I have no complains

The facts are more than obvious now
quitting - Im annoying myself
fuckk damned me.

__lia

2005-11-09T09:14:00.000+08:00

pple avoiding. pple gossiping.
totally no privacy.
i nid space.
ytd.. pple r changing from room to room jus to gossip abt mi.
darns.
its within my control.
i dun lk it.
i wanna live my own life.

-vOn-

2005-11-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

other than the damn saddening entry,, i haven't been updating on my life tis week!

anw.. tis week is happening!!

--newsroom bar on halloween night-- owhooo~~

halloween rocks!! but it sucks at newsroom. and i make sure i dress up for halloween next year!

i wanna be the angelic angel with broken wings. or mebbe the slutty english maid.

whahahahhaz.. can't wait for halloween to come again.

went club with jian yun, marshul, mich and her fren.. opps! wad's her name again...?!

only den, i found out mars is sooooo cutttteeee!!!

--happy deeparaya--

made cookies. not for deepavali or hari raya. but for hanrong.

it's his belated birthday prezzie.. happyyyy birthhhdayyyy to uuuuuu, the damn beautiful eyes + korean blooded boy. oppss.. 18 le. sld b man!!

dere aren't many leftovers. cos... many r charred. oooohh damn. im not a good house wife!

but i'm not tt bad afterall.. comments from my cookie consumers r quite positive.

mars: "like the choc ones" gel:"the almond ones r more tasty" lia: "prefer the cornflakes" jian yun: "nice but small"

heex... wheeeeeee~~~~~ shalalalala~~~ heex.. somehow, i prefer making small cookies. so jian yun n mars sldn't b too greedy ehz! anw, my theory says.. small cookies r cute, it's for cute pple to consume. but of cos.. the baker *eHem* is cuter!! =)

tink i've talked too much. sld stop here..

love black friday 13!! meet up for gathering soon...

-vOn-

2005-11-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

I've been waiting. waiting for him to online..
But, what I get is a cold shoulder.
a cold reply. a cold status..
which says, "Married"
Have I liked the wrong person?
someone of my dreams..
someone who fulfiled all my criteria..
someone whom I would like to be with..
But, he's also..
someone whom I know i nv will be with..
someone whom made myself a self-denial for the past 4 months..
someone whom I can't even understand..
someone whom have hinted me so many times that he don't like me..
And I'm always the foolish one to keep on waiting?
Now, I'm more foolish than ever..
I still waiting on...

-von-

2005-10-31T13:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

was my birthday yesterday..

friday
went to town, we were thinking that.. whether wanted to eat yuki yaki or.... we had fun in the mrt.. shit u angelia , told them a secret which telling that all attached become uglier than singles. i don think so, i m still pretty as me. jack n i were like.. wth.. bu shuang.. then, we alighted at Newton.. took the next train.. met each other again at Somerset.

we went to cenie.. were thinking to eat yukiyaki.. but too ex. so, we decided to go .. *Friends Galilee*.. playing stupid games while waiting sen.. which called "bing bang boom". the penalty would be truth & dare. i kena-ed many . sang birthday song for others.. von's cute guy... saying the truth about sen n i.. n so on.. enjoyed.

when i received the birthday present that black friday and SHE gave.. i was very touch n happy.. i appreciated it.... thanks so much.
thanks to -- angelia, shevon, kenny, jackson, qiang, joanne, madeline, weiling, yixiang, joseph, qamarul, boon........ AND my dear, SEN.

saturday
was being with sen .. enjoyed!! i ordered a pair of nike shoes, bought two shirts,and one bag... nike shoes.. $ 120++ , two shirts at $18, a bag at $28 and one more adidas shorts at $10.. total would be $176.. shits.. i spent $176 for my own birthday presents .. haha.. but i'm lovin it.

sen n i went to jb . traffic jam.. till wth.. haha.. but, didn't fed up cos of he was beside me.. reached our destination at 8.30pm.. rest. went to have dinner at 9.30pm.. it was a sinful meal.. bought some snacks at 7-Eleven.. were thinking can eat supper.. but we didnt eat it.. were too full.. slept at 3am ++ .. too tired already..

sunday
woke up at 11.30am.. i dun like the time flying so fast.. yes, it was really fast.. i love being with sen.. but the time always fly too fast..

went to watch movie.. DOOM.. we ate our lunch at ShuShi King before the movie started. was a nice lunch, we enjoyed. DOOM was terrible.. make me so scared and unpatient.. haha..

back with gigi at 6pm....headed to gigi's place.. accompany her to take her things.. cos she wanted to stay with us ( meiting n i ) . we reached sengkang.. around 8.30pm le.. was really tired.. waiting for meiting... after that, we went to starbucks.. had my ice blended mocha.. it was nice.. after that, gigi wanted to drink beer, so we bought it at 7-Eleven... we went to garden for chitchating.. they drank, i didnt.. i slept at 4am woke up at 6.30am.. i m really really damn damn sleepy and tired now.... shits!

-an angel without wings-

RUBBISH

2005-10-31T12:45:00.000+08:00

school is rubbish
huge work load on holiday wk is rubbish
conflicts are rubbish
drinking and partying are rubbish
smoking is even more rubbishy

I am thinking, talking and feeling rubbishy

dammit.

oh. the coincidental messages I got yesterday night are rubbishy too.
hahaha.

___lia

2005-10-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Angel~~~ Wish u an advanced happy birthday!!!! love ya!! *MuaCkz*
hmm.. dunno if i'm having fever or am i still shy.. LOL
my face is still as hot!!!
argh.. wad a dare.
gel's birthday celebration. supposed to go zi char. but went galilee instead.
ordered the worng food! boo! but nvm. it's alright. no preference when im sick.
after makan. wait for sen.. den surprised gel with birthday cake. n tat top.
ehz.. scrap book not considered a surprise le ba?! =P
played bing bang boom.
today's truth n dare.. is.... really daring!!

-vOn-

2005-10-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

im blogging bcuz I realize i am NOT blogging at all
hahahah

school is great - I guess?
DMSM is becoming slack
wad the hell?!
hahahahahahahs...
it's Land of the Dead, and Honey today
movie paradise =)

the people are pretty great, actually
but ... i wonder... I wonder......
hmmmm.. *shrugs*

it's angel's bday celebration tmr!!!
finally.. darn it better not cork up like last wk =x

next wk shall be party wk =D
monday nite, and wed nite.
whooohoo!!!!

Im blocking every single thought i have.

whew, i din change the ringtone
or I would have made a mistake
hate me for it. I rather this way. don't torture me anymore
i hate jie kou.

__lia

2005-10-27T12:03:00.000+08:00

-angel is blogging ( tep_ing)-

yapz, i m blogging.. long....long time never blog here.. was really busy n lazy.. haha

yarz... tep started for 2 weeks already.. quite enjoy here, cos.. my stop over only need to do things with computer and some multimedia software... i like this kind of job. ermm.. we learnt story boarding at first lesson.. next is flash and some photoshop..

oh ya... going to eat zi char this friday.. my birthday celebration ba.. ? haha.. my birthday is coming... so excited..haha.. i m going to buy my presents too.... cant wait that day to come...

y von got so many things to blog... aigh.. i dun have.. my life is all the same for everyday.. wake up @ 6.15am.. gos school @ 7.20am... then reached school meet frenz.. after that start working.. break.. lunch... and go back... that's all..... ntg special.. haha

opss.. i m so sleepy now..................... "nights" everybody.. haha.....

-an angel without wings-

2005-10-26T12:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
tep. aft sch.
met jian yun at orchard.
redeemed my JJ lin's VCD and Orange Music.
head to zara. taka den far east.
had BK. full n cold. so cold to talk.
bought POA jeans n tee. $86.
wheee.

Today
slacked in the morning.
den kristy suggest to go makan. OMG
she eats more than 5 meals in a day!! gosh
i think i cant group with her animore.
she eats and she'll drag mi along. LOL
den we did editing in the noon.
went to look for mp3.
with lia. den talked to gel at lvl 4..
browsed my sms. den..
tears gathered in my eyes.
i dun wanna cry.. not anymore..

-vOn-

2005-10-23T01:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Joanne
team's bbq
at justin's house.
he's t*m*de rich la..
lights lights up when it sense movements at door step.
LCD plasma TV in every room.
a ready-to-drive Lexus/BMW
a mini gym at his attic (where it's actually my room in SG..)
most significant, the sound-proof home theatre system in a special room.
it's really damn cool la.
*envious*
anw, i love tis type of gatherings..
we ought to haf more.
all the laughters n craps.
i'm loving it. =)

-vOn-

2005-10-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

lalala~~~
im bored. gel aint replying mi. n lia's asleep. boO!
tiring but interesting day. we get to go ard nyp for video shooting! hahaz
hmMm.. a little thot..
friends come n go. esp. my guy friends..
daphne - both sides too stubborn. wanted face. din tok to each other for whole of 3yrs! den one party gave in. bcum friends again..
keith - misunderstandings. cold war. back to close friends. =)
hanrong - was my close fren. he left. n got into my life again.
from the past experiences, i can conclude tt i got no guy's fate (nan ren yuan)
haizzzz... disappointing.. boo!
"singlehood rules, independence" von's gone.
now... i hate to admit it.. but i tink i nid "him" back in my life.

-vOn-

2005-10-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

mebbe enuff is enuff. happiness cannot b forced. mebbe i sld stop everything n let him b. i haf been weak. im never strong. dun let mi noe u got gf le. dun let mi noe u dun like mi. dun let mi sad. dun let mi lose faith in you. i nid u. i nid u beri much. - from the brokenhearted
i just did the most daring thing, that i myself wld nv imagine i will do.
im waiting. or mebbe am i waiting in vain?
the reply. the response. the future.
it doesn't matter anymore.
wld i b lk the broken hearted above?
or wld i b the princess in the we-lived-happily-ever-after fairy tale?
i dun wanna noe..
wad i sld do, i've done. wad i sldn't do, i did..
i've been giving too much, i noe.
i dun mind.. i really dun...

-vOn in denial state-

2005-10-16T12:48:00.000+08:00

wad haf i done for tis holidays??

club at black. work work work.. bangkok. in n out of msia.. work work work.. club at one night stand. lousy one! boo.. work work.. free haagen dazs ice cream. msia again.. sakae sushi.. den work. den.. bombers' shakes. voice out session. den now more work..

i sure din enjoy my hols. except for the bangkok trip.. chill out. n new frens..

now, dere'll b no break! duhz.. lousy hols.. hope next sem wld b better..

-vOn-

school

2005-10-15T23:51:00.000+08:00

School's starting!
OMG!!!!!!!!

Over the past 2 mths..

work. ktv. work. club. work. stayover. work. chalet. work. BBQs and BBQs. work. chills and chills. work. bake. gatherings.

yeapps, Im happy =)
esp the family gathering tdy.

work tmr, and DMSM, here I COME!!!

___lia

2005-10-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

long n tiring day..
7 members of black friday 13 came to my sgoon gdn hse to stayover.
we had chomp chomp. *slurps* all the good food.. stingray.. hokkien mee.. chix wings.. satays.. n large sugar cane juice.. after go shopping for choc fondue ingredients. made our own fondue for the very 1st time. we had fun. sweat. blood! poor joa.. hope it dun hurt animore.. we had hell lot to finish up.. fruits. we played bing bang boom. forefeit was to eat 2 pieces of fruits. SHE realli r lousy at it. we finish almost half the bowl. =P den to my room. played bing bang boom again.. now the forefeit was either 1/3 bottle of tap water or 1 sip of beer. i had alot of water den i decided to change to beer. im glad i changed. cos i reacted faster after drinking. LOL. we had so much water in our stomach tt we r practically taking turns for the loo.. we played till ard 3-4am. den sleep. n we gonna get up as early as 630am for TEP's orientation. ooohhh darn.. i got the same stopover as lia. DMSM. LOL. i was teasing lia.. den i kanna the same ting as her. sianzation la. the stopover sounds gd. we hav lousy lecturer-in-charge. tink she must b single still! she damn noisy la.. after tt.. SHE went lia's house to rest. den we go seperate ways.. lia to cousin's house. gel -home. den mi to town meet jane n shu yan. so FORTUNATELY.. i was in the same train as hanrong. but diff cabin. aft shopping, we went city hall meet hanrong, justin n shawn for the voice out session n dinner. we went esplanade's thaiexpress. i had phadthai n thai iced tea. nice! we finalli voiced out everything.. including the semi-personal matter i had with tt person whom i shall not mention here. i feel better now. but, oso made mi feel kinda sorry.. cos hanrong's eyes was red n he was very quiet. i dunno if he's realli tired or is he disappointed abt everyting.. i realli feel bad la.. his stoopid beautiful eyes! duhz!! anw, i realli lk to see the team excel n friendship btw mi n him will b lk b4.. =)

-vOn-

2005-10-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

Process of making Fondue

looking at Mad's grimace - yes. the initial stage is hard

Peseverance is needed to complete a good fondue though it looks totally sucky initially

Pretty girls in the kitchen stealing a shoot =)

kennypang cutting peach

check out the girl in white. though she may not be totally beautiful in any way, read the words on the back of her shirt & understand how kind she is towards helping the kids in Cambodia
(WAHAHAHAHAHA)

our beautiful fondue =)

I bet shevon is hungry!!! see how she tries to grab the foodie!

Rights, all 7 of us =)

BING-BANG-BOOM!!!!!!

__lia

2005-10-11T12:35:00.000+08:00

had more than enuff slp. a payback for the last 3 days, when i onli had 15hrs sleep..
whee.... im $230 richer ytd.. phuahahahz...
i was given $30 as bonus from SMC for the high sales of Orange Music. =)
at night, when mummy n daddy came to fetch mi.. mummy gave mi another $200 to buy birkenstock sandals!! yeah! =) =) =)
im finally getting birkenstock sandals!! heex..
ytd actualli was planning to haf tt $2 nasi lemak to save up. but... tt $30 allow mi to pamper myself a lil.. i bought plenty of 1.5l of water, sweets to keep mi awake, taiwan mee sua, n st loaves' buns.. nice!
n wad's more.? jie paying for my nike waffle racer shoes! heex.. her budget wad less than $90. n i realli save up for her.. heex.. it's only $40++ after discount. (40% full timers' discount + 10% wendy pay) =P tis is the 1st time.. i think she getting xmas prezzie for mi.. heex.. n she being so boyish.. wldnt had thot of xmas at tis time. but she did! im realli surprised. she changed. mebbe tt's wad bride-to-be wld b.. mebbe i wld b lidat in future. who knows? =P
i love her! MuacKz*
oh darn.. i gotta bomb.. hahahaz.. seeya
-vOn-

2005-10-10T03:47:00.000+08:00

im tired. but i cant sleep.. help.........

2005-10-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

work
- carin, hui qin, charmaine n mi
- char >> carin = LOVE?
- carin >> char = escape! hahaz.. makes mi tinks of wu zhong xian n ah ya
- they r gross! *pUke* hahahaz..
- fun. jokes. relaxed.
- toilet trip. malay guy was looking at my uniform n said, "yo! happy hour."
- i looked at my shirt. DOTS!!! i wanna faint. how come cute pple ever exist?! heex

hot topic
- gays. more n more of them ard. *sad*
- les. getting more n more man. *melts*
- jun wen! =P
- aft mit up wif lia aft work. in my mind.. i was featuring a scenerio with a married man, his wife. n mi.. taking the third party character. oooohhhh NOooo!!!!! *shake head*

-vOn-

2005-10-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

ahyos von! wad makes u say NO ONE miss u?
u silly girl.. =) anw really great 2 hear ur gonggong is beta now!
wheee!

Rights, SENTOSA!!!!
every clan was minus 1 person
H-E-J-K-B-J
but still, great fun! XD

spending a friday at Siliso Beach is way better den during e wkends - aint as crowded
floated ard in e water talking abt our coming chalet
den gymnastics lessons - wad a laugh!
suntanned. chats. swim again.

we went over Sunset Bay to have a drink, as we sat down at the benches to chat
recapping all abt the past, from the start of the orientation, to wad we had gone through together
and oh-my-gawkk.. sooooo many events flew past
all in ONE year
we all lead happening lives =x wahahhas.

went 4 kayaking
it was jack & I, ken & angel, joanne & mad
JACK & I ARE THE PROS in KAYAK-ING!
hehehes! cooridination damn power =)
we bumped ard each other's kayaks like bumper cars
break time means floating ard e water doing silly things like spinning ard in circles, learning how to float, etc
ken, gel and I suffered from injuries while fighting 2 get our kayaks
hahaha

den KENNYPANG took jack and mine kayak!!!
his has cracks beneath e back seat!!!
it was reallll scaryyy okies! in e middle of da sea, where the waves just pushed us ard, jack & I tried to manveour the kayak well - ok, i screamed every now and den
till it was realll shaky - we capsized
this is a terrible experience for a non-swimmer like me okayys
the moment we get our head outta e water, jack & my first words are,
"damned kennypang and his kayak!!!"
wahahhahahs =)

slacked. bathed. photos.
jo, gel, ken & I gorged in KFC 4 dinner
yummicious yet sinful. hahaha

conclusion - it rox =D

__lia =)

2005-10-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

SOBS!!!!! nobody misses mi!!! CRY OUT LOUD.. hahaaz
anw.. im back from msia. gong gong.. is much much better. he eats more. talks alot! n love him smile without dentures.. heex.. soooo cutee. =)
but.. haiz.. tis scenerio may sound lk some taiwanese show. but tis is wad i've witnessed in reality. it's veri saddening.. my dunno-which-uncle suggest to split gong gong's inheritance.. gong gong is still alive. n dere he goes saying all tis.. now, i've seen through his true self.. i despise him.
i hate to see how real the world is becoming or perhaps, had became. i rather not to b exposed.
growing up is a difficult process.. u see the cruel reality. the interrelationship of living things been destroyed by one another. the piling problems u'll go through on ur own.. and the fact tat.. u're all by urself in the outside world.. i dun wanna grow up!

Can I go back to nursary?

-vOn-

2005-10-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

since there's a new n nice blogskin.... i shall leave an entry...

it was a fun day... i enjoyed being with u guys..

wake up @ 8.45am... called angelia with a very blur voice, cos it was raining... i thought our trip would be cancelled. i was sleepy at that time.. i hoped it would be cancelled. *sorry* hehex.. but, after i bathed, i was really excited, cant wait for meeting u guys.. hahax..

leaving home @ 9.20am.. it would be late, n i knew. den.. heading down to minimart first, to buy a mini cake.. cos, i scared would be hungry. after i bought my cake, mad msg me n asked where was i, i thought she was on the half way to HF.. so, i replied.. on the way.. haha.. den she said she juz reached sengkang station.. haha.. so, i was going with her.

i thought everybody reached, but mad told me jack would be late, n kenny would be waitiing for him.. Emmm.. reached there @ 10.13am.. joanne was there already, so.. we sat down together.. chit chat while waiting for angelia. erm.. around 10.30am... lia reached. we heading down to hawker ctr.. eating our breakfast + lunch 2 in 1. when we finished eating, Jack reached... when jack finished eating.. kenny reached.. haha.. den.. we started our sentosa trip!

reached there around.... 12pm ++ ba.. we chose siloso beach.. chating around.. playing water.. cheer leading.. haha... n kayak... it was fun although back with small injury.. but, i was really enjoy it... guys, rock it!

ermm... it's really tiring.................. gonna sleep RIGHT NOW. good night everybody. miss ya

-an angel without wings-

2005-10-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

new skin!
pictures out really soon, to brighten this whole blogosphere!
wheee!!!

___lia

2005-10-05T00:17:00.000+08:00

was enjoying singlehood.. until recently.. dere's quite a no. of couples behaving intimately in front of mi. kaoz! the feeling argh! plus.. my handmade gift was left unsent. i was actualli feeling a lil down last few days.. then.......

mark asked mi out! wheeee...... aft so long.. finalli.. boost my confidence. yeah! thanks to him! if not i'll b suffering from depression.. im feeling muchh better! thankie!! muAckz!

to my dearest senior.. u're irresponsible. u dun suit to b wad u r now.. u dun deserve it. u boss ard. u dun deserve all the respect. so wad if u can _ _ _ _ well? i dun care.. u dun care abt ur fellow mates.. u onli care abt urself. y sld i bother abt u? u bring personal matters to work. wad the hell.. im involved. u sld let mi noe.. u carry the duty to inform mi. but u din perform ur duty at all.. u suck!

-vOn-

2005-09-29T02:06:00.000+08:00

back from msia. took off for tml anyway. i need a break!

Last night.. received aunt's call. saying doc says grandpa mite not b able to make it. the most onli left 2 days. oso say tt he couldn't recognise anyone alr. ma was so worried. these words kip rewinding in her mind. once we arrived grandpa's hse. ma rushed into his room. n started crying.. saying in hock chew, "pa.. u still remember mi?" haizz.. grandpa was semi-conscious. he opened his eyes to look ard den close, without answering ma. den the rest of us started crying. i was sad too. but i held back my tears. it hurts to see gong gong lying there motionless. it hurts even more to see ma cry.

gong gong was so weak tt he's unable to tok last night. it's realli tough for him. so we asked him if he wanna stay at hospital. he nodded to agree. im glad tt he agreed. but it pains my heart oso. tt means he's realli in pain. beri xin ku alr. or else he wld b too stubborn to go.

we called for ambulance. my 2 uncles acc him. while, the rest of us go haf some sleep to regenerate energy into us for tml's shift to acc gong gong. we went dere at 8am. besides all the tiredness, gong gong look much much better with the glucose. his breathing is regular without cigarettes. n he could talk! =)

he wun leave us. he has got strong will power. he can do it. gong gong, jia you..

-vOn-

2005-09-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

i got a dream last night.

about mi wanting to cross that road towards a bus stop. den suddenly a gust of strong wind blow into my face.. buses speeding. i forced myself towards the other side of the road. but to no avail.. i nearly got hit by the vehicles.

den tonight, when i got back. ma's eyes filled with tears again.. saying.. "go pack. dont ont he pc alr.. we're going back msia. dun think gong gong can make it le.."

my heart sank.

has the dream got something to do with reality?

is it a warning sign tat something bad is gonna happen?

Oh please.. i hope not.

b4 i got home. i was still coordinating time with the girls on tml's training.

it's not abt missing the trg n fun. but.. it's abt grandpa..

cold. fear.

sorry guys for PSing u.. i mite not b in spore for the next few days.

-vOn-

2005-09-26T08:14:00.000+08:00

ARRGGGHHHH!!!!

I still cant make up my mind on how to change tis blogskin =((

helpppppp!!! darnn.

___lia

2005-09-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

Significant pple in my life

You are always there, whether I need you or not. You are someone I can depend on. You never fail to give wise advices. You teach me lessons i can never learn elsewhere, Share your past experiences. Without you, I won't be what I am now. Without you, i won't be able to swim well now. Without you, I won't be able to continue my studies in the poly. Without you, I'm hopeless. You give me the never-ending love, care, financial support, material wants and all that I needed. You help me grow. I am fortunate to have you.Daddy)
We met in a nice way... but wrong time. You are sporty. You are family-oriented. You are matured. You are career-minded. You are sensible. You are all I wanted. You fulfil all the criteria I've listed down. You are just like no. 1.. And your bday falls on the same date as HIM. Even we do not spend much time together, you had already won half of my heart. cos' of the many other factors I've found in you. In our language, you had bcum my next automatic blusher. I hope my membership with u never ends... (Terence)
You care for me when I am sick. You take care of my needs. Nevers fails to buy me breakfast. Wait for me at the void deck when I'm back late. I love you! (Mama)
We known each other for a year plus. We are from different background. Yet, we could click well. We react when we meet. We bounce. We fight. We blurred each other. We flirt. We shared so much things.. You had become part of me. (Lia)
You teach me how to appreciate art in a different way. You are chi-na. You help me do my art work when im back in pri n sec sch. that's cheating I know. =P I appreciate you. (Papa)
Your langauage is powderful. =P You stunned me with your super duper chim words everytime. And that's one way to improve my languange too. thanks anw. I look for you when I'm troubled. You complain when you n ur bf quarrel. We shares the ups and downs together. I appreciate your presence.. (Gel)
You nag. but for my interest at heart. You taught me principles, family rules and respect. You control my life. Sometimes I hate all your naggings and you being over-concerned on my well-being. But, that's the onli way I learn. Thanks... (Mummy)
You!!! I hate you for leaving me being single alone.. hahahhaz.. You know how much I love you, do you? =P I make you mad when I keep repeating the same mistake despite your precious like gems advices. You are sensible. You like old girls. opps! matured i mean.. hahahz.. I love chilling with you. though, that's not much chance now.. haizz.. You idiot! Please stay attached. cos' I wanna see you happy.. I am happy, as long as you're happy... Hint: My fave guy.. Thanks for being there, dude! (Keith)
We known each other for more than 10 years. ard 14 years le ba huhh? We spend mooncake festival together.. We burn lanterns. and eat mooncakes in the car park. We spend natinal day together. we had our 1st alcoholic drink together. we curse that guy whom had hurt our fragile hearts. We are the devilish evils!!! Don't ever try us.. We haunt. Beg for mercy, infidels! whhahhahaz. (Simone aka zhuo ran)
You and mi.. on and off.. we used to b great friends. something happened. and we din tok for years. now, we had reconcile, forgave each other. We shall not let history repeat itself again. since, we are all grown ups now.. I appreciate you.. (Daphne)

-vOn-

2005-09-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

Envious. Jealousy. Green monster attack.

1st, tis couple came in. was kissing right in front of mi!! duhz!

i hate it

2nd, was tis girl carrying a bouquet of flowers walking pass nike.

how long havent i receive flowers from guys?

ever since st valentines, ya noe?! =(

then, stoopid keith fu is attached!

nobody will b spending valentine's cum friendship together wif mi le!!!

-SOBS-

lastly, was wendy's gf coming to look for her at nike.

sweetz* but haiz..

again.. when was the last time he come looking for mi?

13th August!!!

When will be the next time?

-vOn biten by green monster-

2005-09-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

I woke up this afternoon and called my 2 precious girlfriends

I was answered by e monotone reply
"StarHub/M1 is unable to get a response from our customer's mobile phone. Please try again later."

One just went back to Msia
One is still not back from Msia
BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

poggs, ur greatly missed by me yst nite
let's go again, I tink u'll love e toilet inside =D

I miss u girls. come back soon =)

___lia

2005-09-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

was so insensitive last nite.

den i found out. its actualli quite critical.

i was too into MY own world.

guilt filled mi.

tears in the eyes.

bleeding in the heart.

pain was the word.

-vOn-

2005-09-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

Did a quiz. and tis r the results. hahahaz..

You desire a love that will last forever.You are quite serious about finding this type of love,and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment.If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone.Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

is it tt badd? =P r my expectations tt high? OMG.

was chatting wif the small-eyed monster abt the meeting up b4 he eventualli bcum botak n serves the country. was discussing if we sld catch a movie den pasta. he was lk.. "sure my dear girl" followed by a smiling face. den start praising mi.. "u r great girl" i was lk.. hmMm.. thanks but wad for? he din reply.. i tink tink.. it's the PASTA! omg! im none better den pasta!! shite! whahhaz..

-vOn-

2005-09-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

SAT
work's argghh! Vince the survilience camera is here. boring. Vince is on PMS today! hahaz. his mood is on n off. shite. one min happie happie tok to mi abt swimming. training of muscles n kick boxing n traveling. the other, he turns ard n start banging the merchandise on the counter! kaoz. so stressful working wif such boss. muz see his face. if it changes, we gonna watch out. dun b another weiming- his punching bag. 3 times vince's time bomb blow. 1st- when he keyed wrongly when doing cashier. 2nd- when he forgot to return card to customer. 3rd- oso dunno wad happened. i wasnt ard. whhaaz. daddy came to fetch mi aft work. den den den.. i finalli told him abt the modelling ting. phew!~ daddy was kinda stunned. n mummy din disagree! omg. i worry for so long. sld had told dem earlier. hahahz.. but of cos. din tell dem abt shades beverly hills make-up set. was asked to tell ma n pa oso.. haiz. pa being conservative. will haf difficulty accepting it. bleahx!

Sun happy mooncake day
went for BHI lesson. met new pple. tis grp more interesting. heex. more frenly. n more races. heex. got jap, got china girl oso got malays n lotsa dem. hahaz.. cos i join diff class tis time. learn proper way of applying make up. den went suntec. had crystal jade. yummy! i love shark fin. n do some grocery shopping at carrefour. den home. back here. seems lk mooncake festival is a day for frens to catch up. lotsa long-time-no-contact fren find mi chat tonight.. heex.. miss the times.. when my pri sch clique n i mit up at carpark n share mooncakes n BURN lanterns! whahahahz.. heard from ma tt grandpa is beri sick. i gonna go back msia see him tis thu.. haizz.. hope he's alright.

-vOn-

2005-09-17T00:40:00.000+08:00

great day at work. nike parco. whoo! WHY? cos vince is not dere today! enjoyed working totally. no story-telling. no eyes sticking on mi. no stress. all FUN!
i just tot of quitting nike. but tonight.. put mi in a dilemma. and the reasons r..

the customers - the C_ _ _ A girls spending ah-peks $$. dey r way too muchh!! ah peks r oso too dumb to allow dem to do tat.. "boys r stoopid. throw rocks at dem!" LOL. other than the C _ _ _ A girls. some treat us like slaves. dey expect us to pick up those apparels dey dun wan on da ground. its lk picking their shite. OMG!
well.. i sld b professional. i sld tolerate huhh?
my collegues r al hard-core clubbers!! i dun wanna b seen as one. n dey go clubbing to celebrate when nike hits monthly target. DOTS.
i can leave it out, cant i? hmm..
i dun lk vince staring at mi everytime when i serve. dere's enuff survilence cam in da store. i dun nid another one.
its his duty to eye on mi. he has no choice too..
i nid $$ but vince plan mi beri lil.
i can haf 2 jobs. at smc n nike. i'll not get bored in tis way too.
i look kuku in jeans n nike TRACK shoe. rem my motto? ai swee mai mia!
hey von, professional eh?! forget abt ur looks! or u can owaez find an excuse to get a new pair of nike casual wear shoes. ya?

argh!!! OMG. how sia?

work is fun today. as i said, vince is not ard. heex. onli mi, ron, wendy n carin. heex.. joking ard. running up n down. to smc n back to nike. mi introduce the new way of saving time. DELIVERY! heex.. i got the delivery menu from smc. ordered food. asked for more menu. dey gave too mani liao. tml go give away menu to other stores. whhhahahaz.. yeah!! bento set is nice too. n its super cheap! whee.. love smc. dey nv fail to find lobangs! LOL. today's sales not bad. all thx to *ehEm* of mi n wendy!! whee.. heex.. we had been serving hard. n ron trying hard to crack jokes. he's so cute. n carin.. as usual.. staying cool.. n luffing at ron's jokes. whhaz.. Working's fun! onli for todae. boo!

-vOn-

2005-09-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

I've been searching thru blogskins but I cant find a decent one 2 match tis blog! urrgghhs!!! yet I couldnt bear 2 change tis -,-

was clearin thru my folders & gonna burn it in CD soon - in case my PC gave way.
I dumped alllllll the msn and msg he & I shared in a folder named RUBBISH.
hahahas.
stil deciding whether 2 delete e entire folder. boos.

I read thru tis word doc I did up 1yr ago.
it's named, "All About Benedict"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
frankly, I can totally understand y I fell in this (pardon me) shithole scandal den - he & I shared so much similarities. we were, den, in e midst of discovering all we had in common - from jay to wilber, from ge qian to rapping.
It's been a year. wow.
Indeed the past yr is already classified as my most unforgettable experience in my lifetime. hahahas.

I came across another msn doc.
on august 2004.
btw my special friend & I =)
den I was reading it, so many tots came to my mind.
even felt like crying. gosh.. hahahs.
It plainly reflect on how (dammit) stupid I am.
how I hurt him
and how, miracluously, he still cared for me so much despite wad I did.

well, of cuz e love n care den transformed into hatred and elimination, den cool and back to wad we are now. hahaha. all in e course of 1yr plus.
I lead a happening life. WAHAHAHAHA.

too many tots running thru my head now
gotta go rest & clear em.

ohyas, I dyed my hair =D
and e smell's making me dizzy. darnn.

___lia